THE PROCESS

This is it...right?
THE love I've chased, paced, traced, faced
        down
             down
                 to the depth & breadth 
                                   of my 
                                        EMPTY
                                             well

Am I mistaken, yet again
Are my computations, calculations, expectations
           off - out of sync
                off kilter
                     wrong
                            BARREN?

All of my "loves" twisted
By deprivation who demanded a
              slow,show, a little 
                    blow, just to 
                        grow...on the
                             BOTTOM

Just so tired of minions with
Lofty opinions
         gloating the victory
               bloating the facts

I'm no one anyone wants
To know, and there's 
         nooooo
   going back
         HOME
             ..............where's my home?

Written by Trudy Schrader on 3-27-16