I had such a difficult week. I love the opportunities Daddy God brings me, to pray for people; however, when it involves children....it's gut wrenching. I believe it was on Tuesday, when a group came in to McDonald's. With them, came spiritual heaviness. Immediately, the Spirit of God identified for me, the young man I was to offer up a prayer for. The rest of them...so ensnared with their fears/evil, that I could NOT be moved to compassion for them. I walked away and began to talk to Daddy God...so troubled in my spirit. I said, "Daddy God, you are going to have to show me. I don't understand....these are children!?! How can I not have compassion for children?"
This morning, Daddy God took me to a place that answered a question that has been hidden deep in my soul since I was a child. First, let me tell you, that there are those who have great power and authority. They rule from the heavens and involve ancient spirits and other spirit beings. They are known by their name, fame, glory, and of course, rags to riches story. However, there are those who have great power and rule from under the sea. They are known by habitual behaviors and beliefs that tie, bind, terrorize, and blind, the little ones. It makes sense, really. Daddy God took me to a place last week where I saw people I knew, but they did NOT recognize me (look different in the spirit than the flesh)...thank GOD, because I wasn't there for them. I heard myself say, "This is the kind of stuff children conquer in the 3rd grade." The Spirit quickly moved me, before I said more. There are some, who never grow past self-preservation and the pursuit of comfort. They are captive to every whim of the flesh.
That being said, I landed on the front seat of a Mega church. The famous preacher was introducing a famous singer, saying, "We have with us (not allowed to release the name). I'm going to ask (this person) to come to the stage." When you are translated, you are taking in an inordinate amount of information all in one moment. The Spirit trains thoroughly, efficiently, and perfectly. I saw all of these people sitting in the pews with no detectable light in their souls. When the person got to the stage, the clothing was green (life giving if submitted to LOVE, jealousy if submitted to fear) and barely covered private body parts. I was grabbing my jacket to leave when I saw no LIGHT and sensed the presence of idolatry, but when the person took the stage, barely covered, I (name means All TRUTH) got up and said as I was leaving, "I draw the line at (person's) upper region!"
Immediately following that dream, Daddy God took me into the spirit and showed me the relationship between spirit and soul. I have to hold that Wisdom for a bit, but this one part I can share. I will share it with an analogy. Many seeds enter the ground. The seed has no idea what it is to become, but if it is nourished at all, chances are it will grow to maturity. The cool thing is if it's a lima bean, it can't be a pinto been, or a watermelon, or a cabbage...it becomes as intended. Depending on the garden it is grown in, the food will feed anyone from a king to a peasant. The seed has no choice in where it ends up. The only thing the seed can do is respond to nourishment. Now, we get to the meat of the matter. Some seeds are nourished in slums. Others are nourished on farms. Finally, some are nourished by professional gardeners who take great care to grow their gardens to the fullest capacity. No matter where the seeds grow, every once in a while, a seed may escape the original habitat and end up in a place it was not grown. For example, an exotic fruit, grown in a third world country, may end up on a king's plate, because he had the resources to have it shipped to his location. A can of lima beans may end up in a soup kitchen because the king's kitchen staff cleaned out the kitchen and donated it to the poor.
The Bible says, "Whosoever will, may come (Rev. 22:17)," but for those who follow LOVE, we must accept the TRUTH, some, will never come. Is your heart sinking....heavy, it is, isn't it!?! Time is too short to linger where LIGHT has been rejected. You can NOT speak TRUTH without LIGHT. I hope this encourages you in your movement with LOVE.
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