THE PRICE

While I was becoming normal

You were becoming you

While I was enjoying your process

You were running free in the presence of blue

While I was getting free from fear

Love surrounded you like wind

While I knew I was changing

You leaped in joy where my sorrow had been

While I spoke of spiritual concepts anew

You walked, naturally, away from me

While I believed you liked my presence

You were strolling, every moment, anticipating to be free

.......tolerated

The process of shedding the fake

Becoming authentic in word and in deed

Has cost me the pleasure of being enjoyed

In exchange for the opportunity to plant seed

I will not get to see the fruit

My LOVE protects me from pride

No one will celebrate me, in this life

In Eternal White Light, is where I hide

I will not give way to sorrow and grief

For how my life could have ran in different ways

Instead, I will rejoice for every moment

I got to spend with my LOVE in all of my appointed days

Written by Trudy Schrader on 05/11/2021

Note: Blue means love.