Tuesday, December 28, 2021

TOUCH

It is true
I didn't come out of you
But I DID come from you
Your touch reached my roots
Planted a seed, expressing all need
Longings to nourish and feed
....love

I bought things
But moments came and went
Til you entered the room
Causing me to care for nothing
Outside your presence
Presents given and received
...in a bond

No need for memory
You are interwoven
Into the fibers of my ever beating heart
You are eternal, cherished
Leaving me grateful, humbled
...in fellowship

Written by Trudy Schrader for Tina Birchfield on the day of Clara's funeral

Sunday, December 26, 2021

VIBRATION LIBATION

As they entered the place
Where vulnerability lie
Sound rang forth in rhythm
While voices began to cry

People, places, events
With spirit behind it all
Pulling and pushing beat
As hearts yielded to the call

Assent and agreement
In both word and deed
The flesh yearns for music
To feed the every increasing need

...to be

Silence, boredom, sadness
Seem to be all the same state
Avoidance the only cure
To the Eastern gate

While in this body
One must engage the senses
In secret, the worst and best
Willing break spiritual fences

That wonderful climb to the place
Where feelings enter vibration
The gods are appeased
With children pouring forth libation

...to be

Written by Trudy Schrader on 12/26/2021

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

WANDERLAND

Like the brilliant light
Of first snow, melting
In the heat of the sun
Gathered illusion
Falls in change
Revealing the work in fun

Truth arises
Familiar fades
Hope is not attached
To glowing jade

Ugh! The atmosphere is heavy
Like grandma's jean quilt
The smell of betrayal
Lingers on a frame of guilt

How could we fall for lies
Ah! Comfort and ease has appeal
It has the power to anesthetize
As it skillfully steals
....choice

The allure of familiarity
Is like cheese to a mouse
The fear of change
Will barricade a King in his house
 
Whatever lies ahead
Does NOT accept the behind
Letting go and moving on
Into the darkness...blind

WANDERLAND

Written by Trudy Schrader on 12-15-2021

Thursday, December 2, 2021

DEEPER THAN SKIN

Her skin is branded
By the trauma she endured
If only she could wear clothes
That reveal, the real, that's so clearly, blurred

His life is his own
He's tatted with freedom of choice
Bright colors heralding the motto
"If you know, use your voice"

They have a mark that identifies
The herd of cattle on the train
The genocide of a nation
To a deceived world, is heaven's gain

As they tore his skin from his back
And his tendons and muscles lay bare
The price was deeper than any skin
MARK, upon the soul, so broken could be whole
..................in the middle of terror's snare

Written by Trudy Schrader on 12/02/2021

 

Sunday, November 28, 2021

JASMINE

From the moment I made contact
I knew I was special
My entrance was grand...not just escaping a man
Fireworks shot off the deck
Of my marital wreck
But fear gripped my neck
As the water of my soul
...........broke

I kept my distance, from urchins
Uneducated, unguided, leaches
Sticking and sucking out life's nectar
I must be seen as ABOVE
....never below
.............................deck

Cubby holes in the stairs
Filled with airs of off color affairs
Anything can be covered with scent
Follow the JASMINE
The aroma of beauty
Lulling the senses to sleep
So that one never reaches
.........truth

What is turth....sorry....TRUTH!?!

The TRUTH, the real TRUTH
LOVE is messy, unpredictable
....dirty, ugly, unacceptable
Well
..........that's all behind, me

One day, I stumbled
Fell down the stairs of my making
The wood opened...revealed
Playthings, for children
Who has been.....

the TRUTH is known!?!

Never follow Jasmine

Written by Trudy Schrader on 11/28/21




Wednesday, August 4, 2021

CASING CLOTHES

Walking about, neither here nor there
Just doing life, anywhere
Finding it to be...such a weighty affair

Throwing off childhood shackles
Silencing insecurities cackles
The fire still sparks and crackles

....even in the embers

Empty, full, that's the rule
That binds me to this sorrow
Lather, rinse, repeat
Today, and again tomorrow

Over and over, up and down
To this jumbled rhythm of deafening sound
At some point, I stopped the meaning
For the matter seemed to be deeming

...insane

In the process, of coming out
I went in....to an abyss
Now at peace in the dark
But feeling like there's something I miss

How can there be lack
When love is ever present
I believe it's the war against fear
That is tedious and very unpleasant

....icky, sticky, stinky, filth

Walking with family in a mall
To the left, I heard a call
There, hanging on a rack
Was a perfect blue dress, that took me back

...to me

In a instant, all of my thought gathered
For a "Come to Jesus" meeting
Joy is in eternal peace
That can't be influenced by the feelings beating, cheating, then permanently fleeting

Joy stays
It knows
It grows

No matter what the soul goes through
Joy holds the purity of blue 
That reflects LOVE in the expression of you

Written by Trudy Schrader on 08/04/2021

Note: Blue is love. 


Saturday, July 31, 2021

BLANKET OF FIRE

High in the balcony
Where skulkers tend to wait
I glimpsed your passing light
And did not hesitate
...to thoroughly investigate

..............all of my...........fears

Up, up I climbed
Every obstacle I crushed
Blind...then, left behind

The closer I drew near
In the distance I could hear
....shrieks
.............of deafening.......silence

No, no...that doesn't make sense

I began running, again and again
Until I got to the top
And in an instant
Felt this blazing hot...drop
....on me

Around me, it covered
It clung, enveloped every cell
No way out of this 
Inferno of self-made hell
....I screamed, I yelled

..............but to no avail

I had to stay
Til I was just...moldable clay
....eventually
.................I stopped

A question arose

"Who are you?"

The answer came
As the door unlocked
"I am TRUTH
I will not be mocked"

I walked out, into her
She has been my light, along the way
After lengthy battles with deceit
Her blanket of fire holds me, while I lay

.....fears to rest.

Written by Trudy Schrader on 07/31/2021




Sunday, June 20, 2021

MOTHER

Movement in the firmament
Nothing could stop the flow
What is to come, was, and will be
A part let go, out of the know

...to explore

Unity gone into creation
All of the heaven's sing in elation

...birth

The water teamed together
Bringing forth fish of all kind
Difference and beauty revealing
The wonder in LOVE's mind

...choice

It was coming, as eternity sees
The birthed would go away
Seeking to be united to self
And the Creator would have to stay

...in the dark

Matter became a wedge
Driven between the heart and mind
Hell sat itself upon the throne
And became truth to the blind

...desiring...to be.........GOD

Many worlds have passed through womb
And the God of LOVE always making room

...for growth

But now.....Right NOW
Mama God, Holy Spirit, MOTHER OF ALL THINGS LIVING
Is Revealing, Creator is LOVE
And LOVE is always giving ALL....nothing withheld....that is right and just

Do you give the secrets of intimacy to a child?
No, you provide a world for play
Do you turn away from the suffering?
NO! You give until you can give anymore, and you pray

Daddy God will answer, has answered, and will always answer

JESUS

Now, Mama can hold you...til all her tears are dried.


Written by Trudy Schrader on 06/20/2021

Sunday, June 13, 2021

THE DRAGON BOMB

Before there was matter
A mother formed an egg
She new it would come through time
A way was forged
Through beings and plans
To finally be planted in a mind
....with flow

Without a clock, time flies
Eons came and went
With the ebb and flow of water
World after world, gone
Progressing thought to mature
In the fortress of the dragon's daughter

Her tale is thrilling, but stories are for children

You must see her for who she is
With eyes open wide
For when she reveals the PLAN
All fear will grab rocks to hide
....from
...............the DRAGON BOMB

She is as fluid as water
But pure as gold
New as a baby
But more ancient than sold

Someone made a transaction
One with deception in the heart
Creation, once perfect
In one instant, torn apart

She has but one purpose
To be a drink offering for her mother
Restore creation to LOVE
Buy forsaking all other
...snakes in the sky
............like metallic sheen
..........................tempting the eye......to lean

When she is released in the reveal
Those who fear will try to conceal
But the fire will burn the flesh to the bone
Allowing the idolatry to fall to the ground...wood and stone

Hope lives on, and restoration will come
But only after the Dragon Bomb is done

Written by Trudy Schrader on 06-13-2021



Wednesday, May 26, 2021

FAILING FEELINGS

There is a deep sadness
Lingering like an unpleasant odor
Nothing a little Lysol can't cover
...yet, it continues to hover
.............over my soul

BUT, I'M WHOLE!!!

RESTORED!

Not again...being human is
Undesirable
I can no longer find a purpose

When I had children
My heart was full
My soul overrun with joy
They are gone
My need has run its course

I am no more than
An unpleasant odor
Needing to be dealt with

Written by Trudy Schrader on 05/26/2021

Thursday, May 20, 2021

CULTURE REQUIREMENTS

Out into the wilderness, he ran
Escaping the punishment of the only GOD he'd ever known
Wandering, wondering, fighting
....something...for pity's sake...WHAT!?!
.......no

WHO

What he found was a burning bush
That would not be consumed
The closer he got
The more he assumed

.....a right to understand

After all, he was so close to being
GOD

Murder...no, that wasn't murder
It was justice...I had the authority...the right
To take a life......that was cruel, unjust
Stupid....hebrew

I can't be one of them....I am...G....

The bush spoke, and revoked any right
To be anything other than who he was made to be
A leader, drenched in culture, and, a murderer
The humbling took 40 years
....even then, murder showed up again

I am the leader, and GOD, the only GOD said so
To prove it, HE will kill for me...then, HE's the feared one
....the bad one, the one in need of LOVE
.........not me, after all, HE made me.....I think.....sort of

Oh I don't know...just shut up....and follow me

Fast forward

The SAVIOR, REDEEMER of mankind
Hangs upon a wooden cross
Bearing, wearing the weight of prophecies
Required by fear's culture

Man must be exalted, while GOD must be humiliated
Man must have the authority to exact punishment
.....while GOD must have the strength to bear it all
...................oh, the great price
..............................................required by humanity

HE paid it all!!!

Written by Trudy Schrader on 05/12/2021

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

THE PRICE

While I was becoming normal
You were becoming you
While I was enjoying your process
You were running free in the presence of blue

While I was getting free from fear
Love surrounded you like wind
While I knew I was changing
You leaped in joy where my sorrow had been

While I spoke of spiritual concepts anew
You walked, naturally, away from me
While I believed you liked my presence
You were strolling, every moment, anticipating to be free

.......tolerated

The process of shedding the fake
Becoming authentic in word and in deed
Has cost me the pleasure of being enjoyed
In exchange for the opportunity to plant seed

I will not get to see the fruit
My LOVE protects me from pride
No one will celebrate me, in this life
In Eternal White Light, is where I hide

I will not give way to sorrow and grief
For how my life could have ran in different ways
Instead, I will rejoice for every moment
I got to spend with my LOVE in all of my appointed days

Written by Trudy Schrader on 05/11/2021

Note: Blue means love. 

Saturday, May 8, 2021

LOVE UNDER THE INFLUENCE

 All she wanted was his time
Focused attention, if you please
But he took what was his
Til she was on her knees
...begging

He was in awe of her beauty
She utilized his wealth
He gave her all she desired
But he could not pay for her health
...she dragged him under

They saw her light, shining
Far brighter than ever seen
They gave her basic needs
While they gathered at her spleen
...under her radar

Millions lie before him
Hunger for a word of hope
In the midst of their debilitating despair
He throws out a frayed rope
...luring the eye down

Violence is such an ugly word
A reality for those who try to love
Killing, Stealing, and Destroying
The connection for those rising above
...the urchens

Utilizing others for personal gain
May seem like an acceptable function
But for Children of LIGHT
Pure flow under the UNCTION
....of Mama God

....................delivers the afflicted
......................................heals those under contract
.......................................................restores the soul to the SPIRIT

...............................................With no thought............for.................self.

Written by Trudy Schrader on 05/08/2021
  
Note: Love does not demand its own way (1 Corinthians 13:5)



Friday, April 23, 2021

JUDGEMENT WITHIN JUSTICE

      This is going to be straight up words without frills. I had a dream this morning and immediately following, I saw movement in the Spirit. I will tell you exactly what I saw in the dream and in the Spirit, then, give you the interpretation.
       In the dream, I was walking around in an establishment, just observing what everyone was doing. No one noticed me. I saw two little boys dumping out stuff, and no parents to be seen. I went to the owner of the establishment and said, "There's two little boys...(can't remember the rest)." Immediately, the owner brought out a red and black (judgement) fly swatter and began to hit the boys, saying, "This is what we do in my household when...(can't remember the rest)." For a second, I felt deep compassion as I continued moving throughout the establishment. I saw and met others, briefly as I covered the whole territory. On my way back around, the two little boys ran up to me, saying, "Mama!" I gathered them, or tried to, but they stood at arms length...one with my left hand on his back and one with my right hand on his back. Both boys had ethnicity/culture. The one on the left did all the talking. He had a furrowed brow the whole time he was giving an account for both of their actions. I asked, "You weren't dumping stuff on the floor?" He said, "No, Mama." I knew better, but saw how trouble he was and said, "I'm sorry I misunderstood." The owner of the establishment (also had ethnicity/culture) saw my compassion for the boys and was troubled by his own action toward the boys.
        Immediately following, I saw a whole of white light and angels, flying (I never see angels, by request...don't need to see Holy to perceive Holy). This dense darkness moved over the White Light, and they began pushing it back. Then, fallen angels (dark/no light in them) moved in behind them. The angels paid them no attention, but kept working diligently to push the dense darkness away from the whole of White Light. 

Interpretation: The establishment is World Systems. We are to be IN the world, but not OF it...which means, we are to work withIN the confines of the World Systems, but not under the authority, power, control, ideals, or movement of those systems. As children of LIGHT, we are to operate withIN the submitted life of a child, meaning, we do NOT make a move without the Wings of the Almighty overshadowing us. The children without covering or without a natural sense to run from strangers into the arms of their parents, is a REAL problem. When we wonder away from our parents (Daddy God/Mama God), those withIN the establishment are allowed to exact judgement on children. When the boys ran to "Mama," my name means all Truth, but refused to be gathered to Truth, clinging to right/wrong, relationship can NOT be restored! TRUTH is the STRAIGHT/GOOD SPEAR whereby or words and deeds are measured on the scales of RIGHTEOUSNESS and JUSTICE. The furrowed brow is anger, behind anger is fear. That fear is, "I will lose my independence if I submit to TRUTH. There is so much in this dream, but I gotta wrap it up and go to work.

    As for in the Spirit, that darkness is made up of that fear....clinging to our right/wrong perceptions rather than running to Mama God/TRUTH/Holy Spirit, accepting her discipline, comfort, correction, and restoration. Even though the Fallen angels, who wanted a name for self, independence, and no authority, are flanking the White Light Holy angels, they have no effect on their movement...why, because they have maintained their assigned positions and remain submitted to Daddy God, who calls all the shots. NOTHING or NOONE will prevent the REVELATION of TRUTH! I don't know about you, but I love that!

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

LICKING the LURE

She stood at the counter
Paying for her heart's desire
As her friend stood back
Looking on at her roaring fire
...hoping for warmth

He supported this cause and that
Throwing money like rain
But his eyes were completely blind 
To his friend's constant pain
...beating like a drum

She didn't have much
So she cleaved to relief in any form
He reached to lift her up
Out of the raging storm
...with a plunk in her pail

He worked to uphold the law
But longed to balance the scales
As he passed the teen in the night
The film thinned and fell
...to his yearning knees

Money can only buy what it believes

Written by Trudy Schrader on 04/13/2021

Friday, April 9, 2021

WRONGFUL CONNECTION

Casting out, searching for
Movement, a response
Anything for a join
Lonliness is black
Armies need bodies
Connected by a li-on...loin
......cloth

The point must be strong
With a pull to belong
To a.....cause
Commitment must be sure
For a body to endure
The hidden clause
....mine

His eye may see all
But His heart can NOT perceive
The exact process needed 
For one to ....leave

................fellowship

Forward...and back
Not separate to see
One movement to be
In and out, weak, yet strong
Conceiving...de..ceiving

.....the ONE

I should be THE ONE...THE ONNNNLY ONE...
I will NOT be created...
I will be elated
When I am elevated 
Above...far above...humans
......by humans
......through humans

Common, what do we have in common
Choice...no one wants to be ruled
But we don't mind being fooled
Do we...little rats

Who in their right mind
Would give you authority
That's it!
He's not IN His mind
He's in HIS heart

LOVE is for itty bitty babies
But power, true power and authority
Belong to the intelligent
Who will TAKE the Kingdom
....by force

A movement not perceived 
By the one WAY King
Whoowhooot! Get on board
This black train is leaving
While keeping the believing
....all in the family

A kingdom divided against itself, will fall

Written by Trudy Schrader on 04/09/2021


Saturday, April 3, 2021

EVIDENCE of IDOLATRY

      I had such a difficult week. I love the opportunities Daddy God brings me, to pray for people; however, when it involves children....it's gut wrenching.  I believe it was on Tuesday, when a group came in to McDonald's. With them, came spiritual heaviness. Immediately, the Spirit of God identified for me, the young man I was to offer up a prayer for. The rest of them...so ensnared with their fears/evil, that I could NOT be moved to compassion for them. I walked away and began to talk to Daddy God...so troubled in my spirit. I said, "Daddy God, you are going to have to show me. I don't understand....these are children!?! How can I not have compassion for children?"
     This morning, Daddy God took me to a place that answered a question that has been hidden deep in my soul since I was a child. First, let me tell you, that there are those who have great power and authority. They rule from the heavens and involve ancient spirits and other spirit beings. They are known by their name, fame, glory, and of course, rags to riches story. However, there are those who have great power and rule from under the sea. They are known by habitual behaviors and beliefs that tie, bind, terrorize, and blind, the little ones. It makes sense, really. Daddy God took me to a place last week where I saw people I knew, but they did NOT recognize me (look different in the spirit than the flesh)...thank GOD, because I wasn't there for them. I heard myself say, "This is the kind of stuff children conquer in the 3rd grade." The Spirit quickly moved me, before I said more. There are some, who never grow past self-preservation and the pursuit of comfort. They are captive to every whim of the flesh. 
      That being said, I landed on the front seat of a Mega church. The famous preacher was introducing a famous singer, saying, "We have with us (not allowed to release the name). I'm going to ask (this person) to come to the stage." When you are translated, you are taking in an inordinate amount of information all in one moment. The Spirit trains thoroughly, efficiently, and perfectly. I saw all of these people sitting in the pews with no detectable light in their souls. When the person got to the stage, the clothing was green (life giving if submitted to LOVE, jealousy if submitted to fear) and barely covered private body parts. I was grabbing my jacket to leave when I saw no LIGHT and sensed the presence of idolatry, but when the person took the stage, barely covered, I (name means All TRUTH) got up and said as I was leaving, "I draw the line at (person's) upper region!" 
       Immediately following that dream, Daddy God took me into the spirit and showed me the relationship between spirit and soul. I have to hold that Wisdom for a bit, but this one part I can share. I will share it with an analogy. Many seeds enter the ground. The seed has no idea what it is to become, but if it is nourished at all, chances are it will grow to maturity. The cool thing is if it's a lima bean, it can't be a pinto been, or a watermelon, or a cabbage...it becomes as intended. Depending on the garden it is grown in, the food will feed anyone from a king to a peasant. The seed has no choice in where it ends up. The only thing the seed can do is respond to nourishment. Now, we get to the meat of the matter. Some seeds are nourished in slums. Others are nourished on farms. Finally, some are nourished by professional gardeners who take great care to grow their gardens to the fullest capacity. No matter where the seeds grow, every once in a while, a seed may escape the original habitat and end up in a place it was not grown. For example, an exotic fruit, grown in a third world country, may end up on a king's plate, because he had the resources to have it shipped to his location. A can of lima beans may end up in a soup kitchen because the king's kitchen staff cleaned out the kitchen and donated it to the poor.
      The Bible says, "Whosoever will, may come (Rev. 22:17)," but for those who follow LOVE, we must accept the TRUTH, some, will never come. Is your heart sinking....heavy, it is, isn't it!?! Time is too short to linger where LIGHT has been rejected. You can NOT speak TRUTH without LIGHT. I hope this encourages you in your movement with LOVE.

REJECTION ELECTION

It began with a connection
Rolled into a little ball
Placed in an infant
Limitless power, in the very small

As the infant grew
In the mother's womb
The baby demanded
A lot more room

Out into the world
Where many connections exists
One fully accepted being
Came to know what others resists


..........truth

One by one they came
Lined up to shun the light
Once perfectly whole, bright
Began to diminish in the endless fight

...........to be

Year after year
Connections of rejection
Began to prove the belief
No one can love
What isn't common
In the pursuit of fear's relief

Toward the end
When truth had almost surrendered dreams
To the assuaging lies
LOVE revealed TRUTH
In the LIGHT
Where the spirit lives and soul dies

........to self

Rejection is the election
Of those who are called to LOVE
They must overcome the lies
And rise above

....the graying night

It's the lines that pull
Away from the circle of life
Trying to engage the soul
In bitterness and strife

....rotting the soul...in the marrow 

Connections returned to the Creator
Are placed deeply into His heart
Securing the final assent
Where the TRUTH had its start

Written by Trudy Schrader on 04/03/2021







Tuesday, March 30, 2021

CONNECTION REJECTION

Coming out of my prison door
Accompanied by my companion
Not connected in any way
....but I knew him

Barren wasteland, behind
Freedom beckons my will
I do NOT stop for direction
But run headlong into the chill

Wrapped tightly in failed attempts
To connect to anyone with value
I struggled in the comfort
To rest in the battle

I came to myself....

I had traded lock down
For house arrest
No movement possible
In my shiny, white, vest
........of broken threads

"A little help, please"
My companion touched my white
The shredded hope fell at his feet
As he directed me to the right where I would find the light

Door after door
Window upon window
Always passing through
Never knowing the compass of victory
Til I have done all I can do"

....to stand

Stand moment after eternal moment
In nothingness....learning to trust
Calming down desire
Singing lullabies to lust

Silence is far worse than the stand
The incessant push to understand
.....something....anything..............nope, still NOTHING!!!

How can one connect to authority
Without yielding up self
Carrying out their desires and commands
And leaving yours to collect dust bunnies on a knick knack shelf
...........stupid knick knacks.......stop running.........you might break.........the pretties

Today....at this very moment
I understand things I didn't in my past
I see the dark laid out before me
Shall I stop my flow...to ponder
Or continue in my sorrow, believing I will know more in the 'morrow
Accepting that my yielded connections will have no more erections
..........to wonder......
...............................in the desert........

Written by Trudy Schrader on 03/30/2021








Friday, March 26, 2021

STRAIGHT ARROW

 


     My day went just fine, until the very end. I have always said, "I don't take up issues, I take walks." That means that I will not argue with you about perceived right and wrong decisions. I will walk with you, if you will let me and pray for Daddy God to give me discernment on how to pray for you. Prayer changes lives, not gossip, religion, codependency, etc. Choice is everything! Daddy God went out of His way, and gave up His only son to give us the opportunity to "CHOOSE" Him. I have walked with Daddy God long enough to know He values choice...not agendas!!! It is such a miscarriage of intimacy to speak for Daddy God when He has not asked one to do so. That being said, buckle your seat belt. I'm about to lay it out straight and plain with Daddy God's permission.
     I asked Daddy God about the vaccine. He gave me an answer, and I am sticking by what He said. If I do anything different, I am in rebellion against Him...the very ONE who gives me my next breath. I do not need to consult information from any man-made source, research, opinion, conspiracy theory. Daddy God is my final and only say. May I remind those who walk by faith, "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor principalities, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord..(Romans 8:38)." 
     

     There is a reason why Daddy God instructs us to be plain in our choices. Those who are on the fence, guaranteed, have not consulted Daddy God because an answer may come that disagrees with the bent of the heart. People who can not choose clearly, don't have lack of information, they have lack of union with self and Daddy God. Daddy God answers plainly, and He is no respecter of persons. "No!" is a legitimate answer. He has never told me, "Maybe, or I'll think about it." The heart either fears God or it fears man. As we move closer to one world government, choices will lessen in areas where it doesn't seem to cause too much discomfort. However, let us be clear, the enemy, who is FEAR, DOUBT, and UNBELIEF, means to kill, steal, and destroy, and don't worry, he'll be crafty 'bout it.
      About a month ago, I learned the difference between testament (written) and testimony (oral). The reason why we overcome him (the evil one/fear) by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony is because the name of JESUS makes all the difference in the world! So, for the record, here is my testament, and it is because of my testimony of the name of JESUS that I have been redeemed, delivered, healed, and restored! The Full gospel is in operation in my life at all times, for the sake of His name and The Kingdom of LOVE.

      It wasn't any form of medication or infertility treatment that gave me a whole new reproductive system that produced two miracle babies......that was DADDY GOD.
      It wasn't any form of medication or medical procedure that delivered me from the demon of infirmity that had caused me stomach issues, celiac disease, alopecia, acid reflux, and more.....that was DADDY GOD.
      It wasn't any form of medication or medical procedure that delivered me from debilitating migraines....that was DADDY GOD.
      It wasn't any form of medication or medical procedure that delivered me from all of the physical aliments in my body that could find no form of relief in the natural....that was DADDY GOD.
      It wasn't any form of medication or medical procedure that has kept me free from all sickness, disease, colds, flus, etc. since 2014 to present...that is DADDY GOD!!!
      I have made my choice. I choose to fear and revere DADDY GOD in word and in deed. If you ask me to give an account, I will. Be warned, the Spirit of the Living God doesn't play games...she shoots straight TRUTH from the heart of DADDY GOD who is LOVE through the name of JESUS! AWE...that name, that precious, powerful, perfect name. Jesus is my everything.
      
      

Saturday, February 27, 2021

DECODING THE MIX

      There is no video or anything to keep you engaged, except straight up WORD from the Spirit of God. Early this morning, Jesus took me into a very detailed complicated dream. Everything begins and ends with family. I watched a movie on Netflix Thursday evening that brought up some serious concerns about the power of family over the direction of countries and their influence on the world. The name of the movie is "Finding Ohana." As I have said many times before, Spirit communes with spirit and Natural communes with natural. For Spiritual to commune with Natural is EVIL, and for natural to commune Spiritual, is witchcraft. Yes, pay attention to the upper and lower case letters; they matter.

      So, in the last days, the Spirit of God through WORD and archeology is unearthing the REVELATION of TRUTH that has been hidden from Body of Christ until this time, which is HARVEST OF THE BARLEY BRIDE. The Bride is made up of the 144,000 (which is not a literal number) who have never bowed down to the worship of man but have always revered and honored Daddy God in both Word and Deed. They will be used in THE WHEAT harvest which is the separation of wheat and tares. The tares will fall away in the beating. The tares are all about comfort, finding a name for self, and glorifying the use of power over humanity. You needed to know this before the next statement. Those cultures who have been tethered to their ancestors through the practice of communing with the dead will find it nearly impossible to abandon those abhorrent practices because it means losing their family. May I remind you of Jesus's WORD in Luke 14:26, "If any man come to Me and hate not his father and mother, and wife and children, and brothers and sisters, yea and his own life also, he can not be My disciple."

      So, in the dream, Jesus revealed to me the areas in which the Body of Christ have mixed WORD with the traditions of family

1. You have exposed your heart (intimacy) to untrustworthy man (John 2:24)

2. You have used crooked keys to unlock doors I have closed (Psalm 125:5)

3. You have polished rotted wood (Matthew 15:2)

4. You have pooled my blessings for self worship (John 4:9)

5. You have turned on and off the flow of cleansing at will (1 Thessalonians 5:19)

6. You have collected cisterns of iron (Ezekiel 22:20)

7. You have utilized arks of wood for self preservation  (1 Corinthians 3:11-12)

8. You have taken out and laid to waste my provision (1 Timothy 5:8)

9. You have viewed your brother with suspicion (James 3:14-18)

10.You have announced your brother's faults to others (James 4:11)

..........but My BRIDE has covered a multitude of sin through LOVE (1 Peter 4:8)

     Ten is significant. It means Law (spiritual)/Commandment (natural). Jesus is 11 (10 +1). One is Unity (spiritual)/Purity(natural). In Him coming to earth, He fulfilled Law. Isn't that awesome!

     Before 12 can come, or should I saw realized, Daddy God has to bring the Body of Christ under the authority of Christ. The Body of Christ is like an internal decapitation. It should be dead due to its refusal to take commands from the mind of God (Jesus), but it yet lives. So, Daddy God has to fix the command center which is the spinal chord. 

      After the dream, Jesus took me into the Spirit. I saw a dark wooden door. I stood and waited. The door opened slightly, I saw Eternal White Light (Daddy God) already in the room, through the very small crack. The Spirit of God drew me in. When I was in, I was immediately aware of the pressure from the coils...metal, tightly wound, like mattress springs, and the room was full to capacity. Just as I began to ask, "How can THIS be straightened out," I saw Eternal White Light already at work...where it all began. As I came out, Jesus said, "The Body of Christ is under judgement for 3 months." Then I saw the freezer door close and He said, "The freeze has ended." 

     Judgement is different than Justice. During judgement, there is no movement. You simply serve out your sentence for defying authority. Justice is "the thorn in the side" that remains to remind you that there is a Just God in authority over you, and you must submit.


Tuesday, February 23, 2021

SPEAR STRENGTH

 



     Please don't miss this dream he shares, just because of the title. This dream is incredible! However, interpretation is up to Daddy God. You can NOT match spiritual TRUTH to natural circumstances. If I remember correctly, he says that in the recording of his dream. More often than not, names are what Daddy God is using to deliver TRUTH to His people. That doesn't violate spiritual law. We can always err, Daddy God can not! That being said, go in to 12:22 on the minutes and you will be at the dream.
     So, this morning, I had a dream, and honestly, I was in the process of rolling over for my last hour of sleep when the spirit of God quickened me to pay attention. Ok, I began to recall the dream. Here it is, then I will give you meaning of the elements: I was flowing with the Holy Spirit when we came upon a crowd so dense that you could feel the pressure of the presence. I was expecting to stop and certainly not enter that throng when the Holy Spirit "Pressed" me through the crowd. As we entered, I said in my heart, "How could this be good in any way?" There were people and horses pressed together. The people weren't on the horses; they were WITH the horses, apparently trying to get to the front of the line. The Holy Spirit, and don't ask me how, got me to the front of the line without any effort on my part; I was simply yielded and enduring. When we got to the front of the line, I asked, "What is going on?" This man said, "Why this is George Washington day. The cost to get in is $1." I began looking through my purse because I knew I had one, but in the midst of looking, Rhonda handed me $1, then I gave it to the man, and that was the end of the dream.
     First of all, I will give you the meaning of the names involved. I found another meaning of my name that I had forgotten about. Trudy also means Spear Strength. Rhonda means good spear. George means farmer/earth worker. So, now we will look into the Bible for anything that relates to this dream. For anyone raised in church, the Bible passage that should come to mind is the woman with the issue of blood (Luke 8:44). She had to press through the crowd to touch the hem of His garment. First of all, women weren't supposed to be in crowds of men, and second of all, women who had "flow" weren't supposed to be in public because they were "unclean." She broke the restraints of religion (man's answer to god) to connect with relationship (God's answer to man). In so doing, Jesus was affected by the transfer of faith, just like what I saw in the Spirit the other night. When I touched the hand of God, frozen with ice, the connection melted the ice...faith is everything in this journey. We must use what is in our bank account...all of it, then Daddy God will make up the difference.
     The other thing I wanted to find was when a spear won a battle in scripture. What I came up with was David's declaration to Goliath and his people. It is 1 Samuel 17:47, "And all this assembly shall know that the LORD saveth not with sword and spear: for the battle is the LORD's , and he will give you into our hands (Bible Gateway.com)." Well, that's clear, and as it applies to the dream, that's clear also, I supplied nothing for myself, all came from Daddy God, Mama God, and Jesus. One other thing, whose face is on the $1 bill...that's right, George Washington.
     The meaning of the dream: there is more at stake to our nation than our freedom! It is imperative that this nation remain in LOVE, and I saw it down, as did the man in the above video. All Daddy God requires of us is to pay attention, press (flow with endurance) into HIM and He will get us exactly where we need to be without our input or effort. 

Thursday, February 18, 2021

COLD LOVE

 

     I wasn't sure I was going to post anything. However, Daddy God led me to the words for what He wanted to say, and I decided to go ahead and post what He showed me yesterday into this morning. I didn't get to go to work on Monday or Wednesday due to inclement weather. I work at McDonald's and any hours lost are lost. It is difficult to maintain peace while circumstances change. 
     It is normal for me to "work" in the spirit all night long, get up, go to work, come home, cook, do laundry, do dishes, take a shower, and go to bed to work again. On Wednesday, I didn't get up from my spiritual work until like 10:45a.m. I managed to stay up until about 12:50p.m. I returned to bed to go with Daddy God into the spirit to do warfare. I wasn't expecting anything out of the ordinary. For those of you who know me, I am a need to know girl. If I don't need to know information for the purpose of bringing "Thy Kingdom come on earth as it is in Heaven," well, then, I don't want to know it. I am weird. I do NOT want to know the secrets of Daddy God...why...secrets are for intimacy, and well, the more intimate you are, the more weighty the costs. I have enough to be getting on with, thank you very much.
     So, I no more got on my bed, my angels had me all hooked up for spirit travel, and I was gone. Yes, yes, it's not only weird, but also delusional to those who haven't the faith to leave "reality." Immediately, I saw this round door that opened vertically. It no more opened than the Spirit of God (Mama God/Holy Spirit) drew me in. I was barely in when I saw the door close, two angels put a bar over the entrance, and returned to their position of guarding the door. When I was inside, Daddy God revealed the answer to a question I had been asking for a long time. On the way back to my body on my bed, the enemy piggybacked on me, and tried to keep me from returning to this dimension through confusion, and a deep heavy sleep, like lethargy. But Daddy God intervened, and the moment I was back in my body, on my bed, I threw off the covers, jumped up, wiggled my fingers and toes, walking into the next room, turning on the lights, and saying, "You are here, Trudy! Call your Mama!" I called Mama and had her pray for me. After her prayer, I was able to process with Daddy God.
      I went to bed around 9p.m. and immediately, I was in warfare...all night long! No sleep and I had to get up at 5:30a.m. for work. At 3:30, there was a release in the spirit. I sighed with relief, and closed my eyes. Suddenly, I saw Daddy God's hand...covered in ice. I reached up, and put my hand in His, and when our hands touched, the ice fell off. 
      That is a lot to digest, even for a mature believer. For a child who is still learning the power of words, my life is unrelatable. That being said, I will give you the message like a mother cuts up food for her little ones, because LOVE is not hard to understand, but can be easily corrupted by legalism. When Daddy God told me to go to YouTube and look up "For the love of many will grow cold," the first video I saw was the one I wanted to post because the message was simple and short, but the video I posted, is the one Daddy God wanted me to post.
       When I was married, Lee and I went to Tulsa, Ok with Les and Linda to a special presentation put on for Rick and Dennis Renner in order to promote their new ministry to Russia. Their boys were very small. We bought his books on Spiritual Warfare. Back in the early 90's there still wasn't much about that subject. I loved the books and they helped me to grow in the spiritual. I watched the video, and the more I got into it, the more I was like, "Daddy God....really!?!" Then I saw it. I am going to give you two examples of love, and you tell me which one is love.
       A young couple with four children came through the drive thru today. They were in a van, from out of state, and probably had been traveling for a good bit. There was an edge to every word they spoke. At one point, the mom said, "Shut up! Get up here and get your food." A little girl about 4 years old, emerged with tears streaming down her face. I turned to go get the rest of their order, and headed toward judgement, when LOVE tugged on me a bit. I said a prayer and decided to allow them to be where they are in their understanding of each other.
       Back when I was winning territory, there was a lady who let me know she had left religion and was not interested in "god." The more time we spent together and the more she saw LOVE in action, she was persuaded to do something for me that only Daddy God knows. What she doesn't know is that I saw her heart, and Daddy God said that her act of righteousness is counted for her. 
       I will never understand the appeal of power, position, or authority. Like love, you either have it or you don't. I have seen great men and women who have power, position and authority, but because they have no personal power, LOVE renders them helpless in the presence of their own fears. That being said, the reason why Daddy God has to obliterate the "old system" before pouring LOVE on us, is because the political system of legalism has "mixed" the gospel with the false sense of security that accompanies right/wrong thinking. Which is better: having unexpressed rage that turns into a cancer or taking your anger and injustice to a "god" you don't know and don't really care about, fighting it out with HIM and finding out who you REALLY are? Which is better: the child molester as your deacon in the church, or the predator in jail? Daddy God does NOT play the stupid game. Getting real with self in the presence of an all-knowing, ever-present God is the first step in learning LOVE.
      The rankest sinner knows LOVE, because when He shows up, all the attributes of LOVE (1 Cor. 13) are present in one word/deed of compassion that immediately warms the heart and melts the cold. I hope this helps you to see what Daddy God is doing right now, with the weather. He uses natural phenomenon/events to get our attention. How we respond to others in the midst of our own suffering tells LOVE "the state of the union." When it says, "For the love of many shall wax cold (Matt. 12:24)," it is the love of iniquity (immoral or grossly unfair behavior) that allows the compassion of humans to seem trite and of no value. For those who are in a habit of demanding their own way, it is not loving or acceptable by Daddy God. The next time you come in contact with someone who is immoral, if pride is your first response, I tell you the Truth, they are in a better position with Daddy God than the one who engages in pride and judgement, for God resists the proud (James 4:6). May we, when we see one in sin, offer up a humble prayer that simply states, "Daddy God, all have sinned and come short of the glory of God, and I pray, that you will meet them where they are and lead them into LOVE."
       
      

Thursday, February 4, 2021

TRANSHUMANISM

 


     This is a big word, and one that probably hasn't been heard by the majority. I was watching this video yesterday, and the more I watched it, the more my spirit disagreed. When I can't figure out why my spirit is resisting information that appears to be true, I take it to Jesus. He always walks me through the arguments that arise from fear and puts them to rest in LOVE. So, this is going to be a short entry, but a necessary one. 

       When I first began walking with Jesus, I began looking for verses that represented His Truth in solid rock form, that I could, metaphorically, carry around in my knapsack. Should any circumstance or situation arise that would put me in a position to have to give an account for my faith, I could pull "the stone" out and present the TRUTH to my opposition. The first one I put in my bag is Romans 8: 38-39, which settles me in the TRUTH of His LOVE. It says, "For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." This passage alone, nullifies everything represented in this video. 

     In order to understand that TRUTH, we absolutely must understand what Jesus accomplished on the Cross. I have said it in several of my videos, that what was lost in the FALL, was territory that belonged to man. This is why, when Jesus was driven into the wilderness, by the Holy Spirit, to be tempted/tested by the enemy (fear), the enemy could honestly say, after showing Jesus all the kingdoms of the world in all their splendor, "I will give you all their authority and splendor, for it has been given to me, and I can give it to anyone I want to. So, if you worship me, it will all be yours (Luke 4:5-7)." Of course, Jesus responded with WORD, "It is written, 'Worship the Lord your God and serve him only (vs. 8).'" Now, then, since we are on the subject of authority, which must be clear in our spirit, check out what Jesus told His disciples in Matthew 28:18-20, "All authority in heaven and earth has been given to me." Now hold up! Jesus ain't dead or resurrected when He said that, so one or the other is a liar, right!?! Oh, I get so excited, cause this is the bit that that just flips my waffle. LOVE is Spirt, Daddy God is LOVE, Daddy God is Spirit....He is Eternal White Light, that was, is , and is to come. Revelation 13:8 says, "...belonging to the Lamb that was slain from the creation of the world." 

      So, let's dig in. Jesus was slain before the creation of the world. I don't know if you all have seen my list of Universal Laws, but one of them, is death to resurrection. Here is the link to the full list:https://poetrudy45.blogspot.com/2018/05/universal-laws.html  When you look at the full list, the TRUTH emerges. He has always been Seed/WORD, planted, affecting the soil in such a way as to conquer death, bring forth life, and bear fruit. If the enemy (fear) had any idea how LOVE worked, there is no way he would have moved people to crucify him. Eternal White Light (Matthew 17) is immutable, unchanging, unaffected by outward measures. Jesus presents this truth to the scribes and Pharisees testing Jesus about his disciples not practicing ceremonial cleaning before they ate. He says to them in Matthew 15:10,"Listen and understand. What goes into a man's mouth does not make him unclean, but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him unclean." It is our mouth that speaks forth our truth. With our mouth, we make agreements (verbal consent) with fear, bringing to us laws that bring us death.

     So, in a nutshell, Jesus who is the physical expression of LOVE took the form of seed. The image of God is male/female/seed. All of creation, down to the earthworm, has this trademark. Jesus is seed. Why? That was a mystery that has been made known to us through His death and resurrection. It is obvious, that His presence on this earth, reveals that TRUTH was, is, and will always be because the Universal Law of death and resurrection was already in place before the FALL of man....seasons, whatever goes into the ground, comes up through the ground, bears fruit, dies, and the cycle repeats. No matter what happens, this TRUTH remains. 

     So, all we need to know is that nothing can separate us from the LOVE of God. Why? Because the seed within us is the ability to be His children. We follow Him no matter what, no matter the cost. The Mark of the Beast is so simple it is unbelievable. It is fear. Fear will prevent you from being a child. The things that are to come, will come. Because they already have, and we have already made our choice based on how we utilize our faith. All people have faith. Faith is spiritual currency. Monies are natural currency. Some people have no idea that they have a bank account in the spirit and that it can be utilized to bring forth the fruit of LOVE. They leave it dormant. You can't help those people. There are those who care nothing for spiritual/eternal truth. You can't help them. They are happy to get what they can in this life and leave it at that. In the end, everyone will be brought to THE TRUTH: You are created and must give an account of WORD and DEED to your creator. Those who are children of fear will do anything for entitlement and self-preservation. Children of LOVE will give their lives for compassion's sake. I hope this blog entry will help you KNOW, nothing man can devise can bring you away from, corrupt you, absolve you from the LOVE of God. You are secure. Rest in Him :)

Saturday, January 30, 2021

INTEL

 


   Netflix Series: SPYCRAFT

I love when I am just going about my day and behind the scenes, Daddy God brings several things together all at once, and BAM! Revelation appears. Today, Lucas landed on this series, and the more we got into it, the clearer everything became. I have said it in almost all of my videos on Facebook and YouTube, the enemy has plans, schemes, dreams, plots, and devices, but Eternal White Light has a WAY. That being said, I have a few things to give you, that will lead you toward THE WAY, but it is the Spirit of God that brings Revelation.

Here's the first thing that came to my attention this week: All nations have a "Pyramid Scheme." Yap, you heard me right. Back in the 80's and 90's they were all the rave. The smart ones had to find a way around the law to avoid prosecution, even, changing their name and flipping the pyramid upside down. However, any way you dice it or slice it, it's still a pyramid. Pyramid schemes come from ancient knowledge. The bottom is thick and wide with "busy bottom-feeders," who clean up the floor from all the crap that trickles down from the top. In the middle, you have management, who work hard to find any thinkers at the bottom, who see the system, and either squish them, shush them, or eliminate them. They also look for power hungry fools who want nothing but position and power. They work to bring them up and in to management. Then, you have the elite who are closest to THE leader. They have secrets, keep secrets, work in the dark, make "graven images" and sell them to those looking on, and ensure that No ONE gets to THE boss. Wow! So, can you see WHEN our government began to fail: The Clintons. End of story, beginning of the end.

As the system began to unravel, and the covert became overt, government agencies acted quickly, trying to sacrifice THE leader in order to preserve the system, because, lets face it, nothing is more important than the system. It is, after all, our false sense of security. While I was at D.H.S., I saw this truth from the eyes of a child, who was being sold to their neighbor for sexual favors, in exchange for goods and services. When she came in to foster care, we saw her smile for the first time, laugh, develop a personality. The transformation was visible and beautiful. However, a year after I had moved to the DCO side, I was informed that they had been investigating the foster dad for quite a while. He had been sending secret love letters to her. They had to wait for solid evidence, and when they had it, they moved. For the child, system failure...what happens when your only hope allows you to be abused again and again? I don't know of many who can survive that and come out to be any kind of functioning member of society...mostly, reduced to victimhood.
 
I was at D.H.S. from 1994-2000. I was the 36th worker to be hired for Benton County within a 3 month period. I got to be part of the development of the Juvenile Justice System in AR. I am grateful for the opportunity, but I was horrified with the revelation. I discovered that the number of women making "emotional" judgements in the system without a deep conviction for family preservation was overwhelming and as far as I know, is still, today, bringing more children in to the system who could otherwise be preserved within their families. Even though I left in 2000, and began working for Revenue office in 2008, I am still bound by the law to never reveal the policy, procedure, or protocol for ensuring the safety of children. I work at McDonald's, and I am still bound. What I have found in the system of Entitlements (DHS) and Revenue (DFA) is that the law works for those who uphold it. The only enforcers of the Law is the Judicial system. 
 
That being said, when you view the series on Netflix, know this: there is only one reason for governments to reveal their long held secrets and in such an overt way...the old system is obsolete, and a new, more pervasive system is in place. I saw this video probably a month ago and it stuck in my craw. Now, it all makes sense: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ll2NgEGrrlo  You will have to copy and paste the video.

No one cares about prophets as long as they increase fear through a "doom, devastation, and destruction" message because they are getting their messages and supernatural experiences through familiar spirits who love tantalizing the 5 senses with powerful encounters. True prophets are ok with speaking words that are given in the dark (trust) and actually require the Spirit of God to bring Revelation. Recently, I had an experience that would have brought concern a year ago, but the Spirit of God said, "Do you see now, that's a marker. The dream I gave you, previously, was a Revelation of MY time clock!" Wow! Nothing or no one could have told me, "When you see thus and such happen it means this," because there is no commonality or correlation...AT ALL! 

The "Strong Man" who is Ba'al (ownership), has been defeated! When Jesus shows up as REVELATION, every eye will see Him, and His lordship over this nation will be undeniable! You are required to research, pray, and think in order to understand this entry. If you do, I know your heart will be filled with hope.

Friday, January 1, 2021

THE BINDER

 Her child was in need
So she gave him all she had
It was not enough....
He would have to borrow from DAD

A lecture of failure
Seemed but a little to endure
For having the need met
And living quarters ensured

Her gift gift lie dormant
Eating at his soul
Her sacrificial living
Fell short of his goal

It costs him nothing
To pay the bill on credit
He requires repayment
And is happy to badger until he gets it

Her relationship altered forever
While nothing is changed with DAD
Both continue in the belief
Living like this isn't all that bad

The binder that carries us to ABBA
Is the sacrifice we can't engage
What should be reverential gratitude
Is transformed into a powerless rage

........................I must be free.............

Then choose
Be blessed, and go your way
The sacrifice remains
In every purchase....with, and without faith


Written by Trudy Schrader on 01-01-2021